I know it's been a while. I know. I keep looking at my last post and wondering how to tell you just how much everything has changed since her birthday. I want to tell you. I do. But, sometimes for some things silence is best. It's best not to over share or violate what little privacy we still have in this world of blogging, Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram. And the truth is: words hurt. They leave nasty marks and scars that can never be forgotten. So, for now I am choosing to be silent about all the details.